((ooc: so, just as prior warning, this will be confusing. very, very, very confusing. that is the whole point of it, and I am sorry if it doesn't make sense. :| it's supposed to be confusing.))

--

( the victor, the messiah )

i don't want you to see what i am

( you can always pretend )

because I'm broken beyond repair

( the losses will always outweigh the gains )